I've got to say, I'm grateful yet harried and stressed that I've been rescued from a vast right-wing conspiracy against my life. It's so damning because I'm such a fucking nobody. I mean, I author a smart-ass left-wing blog in my late 20s, during the heydey of the Bush Administration, and I might end up another Tutu or Kennedy if I'm unlucky, and what happens? I get flagged. As soon as enough years pass by with enough bullshit in the interim, I'm deemed disposable and can be shot by a fucking dickwad. What the hell? It's awful on my neighbors and friends and family, and it should be the last thing my erstwhile political opponents want, but it gets planned anyway. From Jonny E. to Arizona plates on Jeep Cherokees, from stagecraft and Rove playbook to methamphetamine to psy-ops, I'm frankly flummoxed. It's just too much. You'd think I was King of the World, the way I've been mistreated.
Sorry, folks, I can't handle being the center of attention. I'm fine being schizoaffective and bipolar with a chip in my head. Who needs all the other drama? Who the fuck works someone's mind as they're killing them? Who on earth faces such a death? I tell you, I could just drown myself in the toilet...
Alas, alack, and fuck our luck, really good people have done their damnedest to save my life. I must do my best and abide, and hope it doesn't blow up in our faces.
And you thought you were paranoid.
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